My story is pretty scary but my twin boys are healthy and
happy 21 month olds who are into everything and exhaust me! My house is
trashed; I barely sleep and don’t get me started on the washing!! I adore my
sons, with every fibre of my being and I wouldn’t change them for the world…
Apart from some morning sickness my pregnancy progressed
without difficulty until I got to around 28 weeks. I began to feel intense
burning in my stomach and was very sick. The episodes occurred about once a
week for around 24 hours. Both the GP and the midwife put it down to being
pregnant with twins.
I became uncontrollably thirsty at around 30 weeks. I
drank everything and anything, around 5-6 litres a day. Even with all the
drinking, I was struggling to pass urine; as a result my body started to swell.
Ice packs helped for a while, but as soon as I took them off, I’d start to
swell again. I was also covered in these strange angry looking spots. They were
all over my arms and spreading. No one was particularly happy with them, but
they thought it was something to do with my immune system.
At around 32 weeks I felt very sleepy and lethargic. I
didn’t want to go anywhere, or do anything and I did literally sleep all the
time. The nausea episodes were becoming more frequent, at least 3 times a week.
I also lost my appetite - I didn’t want to eat anything and what I did eat
tasted like cardboard. I put it down to the nausea. It was really starting to
wear me down. I was becoming very grumpy and fed up. I desperately wanted the
twins to be born, but I knew it was still too early.
I woke up with a strange tingling down one side of my
face; I thought I must have slept awkwardly. The next morning I couldn’t move
one half of my face or close the eye on that side. I was affectionately named
“Quasi” after Quasimodo by my husband!
The doctors diagnosed me with Bells Palsy, but couldn’t
work out what had caused it. They gave me steroids and asked for me to be
closely monitored by the midwife. She came every day but my blood pressure was
normal and so were my proteins. She was a little concerned about my symptoms
(nausea, lethargy and extreme thirst) but reassured me that I was pregnant,
with twins, my body was just making adjustments for the two little humans
growing inside me. She arranged an appointment with the consultant anyway.
At 35 weeks the consultant prescribed ranitidine to
control the sickness and we discussed plans for a caesarean section. Noah (twin
1) was breach. My waters broke at 36 weeks and 1 day at 2.00am and I was
admitted to hospital. We were monitored and all was normal except I was
struggling to give them a urine sample, so they took bloods instead.
After a scan, Noah (twin 1) had turned, so instead of a
caesarean section they asked if I wanted to give birth naturally. I could hear
lots of women giving birth around me and honestly the thought terrified me, but
I convinced myself it would be better and agreed to try.
9 hours later a midwife came to check on me. I was 7cm
dilated but Noah was lying back to back and flexing. She thought she could also
feel a foot (Jacob). She said it was too dangerous for the babies to give birth
naturally now. We needed to go back to the original plan. I was secretly
relieved! Before we left Gareth began mentioning that my eyes were turning yellow
but I was contracting every minute and not in the mood for Michael Jackson
Thriller jokes!
After another scan I felt the situation change. I was
being pushed into theatre at a running pace. It was an emergency. I knew this
but I was struggling to stay conscious. I could hear everything that was going
on but could not make myself respond in the way I wanted to.
My babies were born via emergency caesarean section on
Sunday 4th September, Jacob William at 12.00pm and Noah Jack at
12.01pm.
Baby Jacob |
Baby Noah |
They didn’t cry, not at all. I could hear the panic. A
very nice anaesthetist was trying to explain what was going on, they were
having some trouble breathing and they would need to go to the NICU. Jacob was
taken before I could see him. They tried to show me Noah, but I couldn’t see
him from where I was. My babies were here, but they were gone. I was so
traumatised I just lay there, staring at the ceiling.
While in recovery a doctor came to explain that neither
of my sons had been breathing independently and both needed resuscitation. They
were smaller than had been expected and their Apgar scores were low. Noah was
now breathing independently but Jacob had been intubated. They wanted to cool
Jacob’s brain to limit the brain damage. They weren’t sure how he would respond
but they felt it was his best option. They wanted to go back through my notes
as there had been nothing to indicate they boys would be born in the condition
they were.
Was my blood pressure high? No. Were my proteins normal?
Yes
Had I had any headaches? No but I had been very sick, had
intense stomach pain and strange spots, was thirsty, lethargic and now I was
swelling and yellow.
The doctor took Gareth to see the babies. When he
returned, the look on his face will haunt me forever. He told me later that the
doctors had told him to prepare for the worst. He could lose all three of us.
Obviously he didn’t tell me that at the time, but I knew, although he was very
positive, that my boys were in serious danger. I decided to prepare myself. I
was going to lose these babies. I went numb. For the next 12 hours I lay,
staring at the ceiling thinking about my sons (who I still hadn’t met) and
their funerals, thinking about the cot and bedroom furniture that would need to
be taken down, praying to my grandparents to take care of them when they
passed.
Doctors and midwives flitted in and out checking for
this, taking blood for that. I barely noticed them.
The next morning a doctor told me that my liver and my
kidneys were failing. They didn’t know why, but I needed to move to a hospital
with liver and kidney specialists. He thought I might need dialysis.
I refused. I hadn’t met my sons yet, and they were
fighting for their lives. I needed to be with them; come what may. The doctor
told me, very politely, but very sternly “You need to go, your condition is
serious.” I agreed (as if I had a choice) but I wanted to see my sons before I
went. I was frightened that something would happen I would never meet
them. They gave me 20 minutes. I held
Noah (Jacob was too ill to be taken out of his incubator). I just stared at the
beautiful baby who was so small, and so perfect. I refused to feel anything
because I did not want to say goodbye. The nurses gave me some photographs and
I was taken away.
When I arrived in the HDU I was put on oxygen and a drip.
I was seen by more doctors than I can remember. They still weren’t sure what
was causing my organ failure but the thought that it might be HELLP Syndrome (a
life threatening condition linked to pre-eclampsia). A concern had been raised
as one of my sons (they never told me which one) had very high serum creatinine
levels (a blood measurement of creatinine which is primarily produced by the
liver). They checked me and found the same. This meant they could be sure my
liver was the problem. My son had saved me. I responded very well to treatment
and they sent me back to my sons 24 hours later.
Noah was out of HDU by the time I got back to him. Jacob
was still being cooled, but was breathing on his own. The nurses explained
everything and I spent the evening being wheeled back and fore between them.
The next day another doctor came to see me. He was a
liver specialist. He told me that I was presenting with symptoms of Acute Fatty
Liver of Pregnancy. An extremely rare, life threatening condition with symptoms
that are very non-descript. The liver becomes unable to cope with the fat
produced by the mother and the baby (I had two babies).There is a build up of
fat in the liver cells and it stops working. As a result causes other organs to
fail (in my case kidneys and pancreas) and can cause maternal and foetal death.
It may sound strange to say at this point but I am
extremely lucky. I survived AFLP. There are a few battle scars, physically and
emotionally but I survived. Noah appears to be unaffected and Jacob is showing
signs of language and physical difficulties. Nevertheless my beautiful boys are
happy, healthy and here - what more could I ask for?
I am currently involved in a genetic research project
which will hopefully identify a genetic marker for ALFP as the cause of the
condition is not fully understood. This
will help to save families going through the horrific experience that is AFLP.
For more information of AFLP visit
If you have a story you would like to share; that could help others please do get in touch. I welcome any subject and if required I am happy to post anonymous.
Oh gosh what a fright for them all, must have been an awful time. I'm so pleased they are all safe and well now. I'd not heard of that condition before, thanks for sharing xx
ReplyDeleteThat brought tears to my eyes, what a horrible scary experience that must have been. So glad you have your beautiful babies now xx
ReplyDeleteI know Gareth very well, and I was aware that you'd all had a rough time of it. He doesn't say much as you know, but he must have been a rock for you and the boys, and you are a great family. I have had the privilege of meeting the boys, and of course you Kate, and wish you all the very best ! Having never heard of this condition reminds me of my own problems with my son, diagnosed with Perthe's disease when he was 5, we struggled, and ignorance of the condition was also a problem. Well done for sharing, and I will do my bit by sharing this.
ReplyDeleteWow...what a story. I am so pleased that all of you are here, happy, healthy and living life. Your boys are a total blessing to you & your husband! xx
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh i have goose pimples after reading this! i do hope all is well now and that the boys are doing well! x
ReplyDeleteWow! I have never heard of this condition before. Thank you for sharing with us. I am glad you are all ok now.
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Laura x x x
Thanks for sharing. How horribly terrifying it must have been. I'm so delighted you are all doing well now xx
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness, that brought a tear to my eye. I'd never heard of this condition so thank you for posting. I had severe pre-eclampsia and wasn't able to see my son for 2 days but after reading this post I realise how lucky I was!
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Hi, I am reading everything I can about AFLP since I just lost my beautiful granddaughter Avery and almost lost my daughter-in-law too. Our story sounds just like Katie's story, but not twins. Avery was without oxygen for 8 minutes after birth,compression was done and a breathing tube used, she was put on the cooling bed, but within the hour there was no hope. She left for Heaven 7 hours later. My daughter-in-law is still recovering, her liver, kidneys and pancreas had all shut down, it's been 6 weeks and she's improving. This is a horrible condition and more awareness needs to be out there!! Thanks for sharing your story and I hope your twins are happy and healthy.
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